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I do not even know where to begin. I am seventeen years old, and a senior in higschool. For quite sometime I have been struggling with just being. I am very confused and empty inside. I feel crazy almost. Maybe I am just going through a "teen" thing, and it is normal to feel confused and uncertain about life at my age. But this just does not feel right. I am just going day by day, hoping something within me will change, or maybe I will stop feeling so unporposeful. I cannot describe how I am feeling, as I myself do not know. I am in a state of being alive, without feeling alive. I do not want to die necessarily, but I do not know how much longer I can feel this way. Inside my head I am screaming with frusteration to try and understand anything, while on the outside I remain still, and feel numb. I just do not feel like doing anything, anymore. I continue to go to school, and work to prepare for life after highschool- incase I do end up feeling better, but it feels like a lost cause. I wish i could describe what I am feeling, but as I said I do not know. There is nothing that I care about, which concerns me. I just am nothing, I am here, but I am nothing. There are just too many uncertaintities in my life. I do not feel right. I am just tired of it all, I feel nothing, but I feel too much. I do not know what to do with myself, so I just keep going, and waiting for something to happen to me.
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