Fed up of how 'dead' and unmotivated I feel?
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I have been on Ven for 13months and life has changed dramatically since then. I seem to have gone into a 'nothing space ' and my life has narrowed dramatically. They helped initially with the symptoms of depression but now I appear to have no motivation for anything. Three stone later and with a bog loss of self esteem I want to come off them. I now wake up in the morning and when I say I can,t be bothered I really mean it and usually do very little. Before starating on Ven I would have the same thoughts but could with a bit of self talk do stuff and manage most day to day responsibilities. I have in a year become a kind of willing/unwilling? invalid? There is such a difference of opinion about how to come off this medication and I feel quite torn. I just cannot imagine my personality type being able to decrease slowlly and count beads etc etc but also worried about consequences of the alternative- any thoughts would be useful, thanks Jen
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betsy0603 jenny99721
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Faster tapers fail all the time, ending with relapse which is actually withdrawal, and reinstatement. If you don't want that to be you, then you are going to have to be willing to take those painstaking steps to come off successfully. This is serious stuff!
jeannine41171 jenny99721
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angela65121 jenny99721
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I am currently reducing venlafaxine due to feeling numb/no feelings so i know what you mean. I was on 112.5mg of immediate release tablets and dropped to 75mg as advised by my doctor. I was fine for 2 days then the wothdrawal hit. Severe headache, nausea, lighthead, feeling 'fuzzy', mood swings, wierd dreams, low mood. My mood continued to drop so i updosed by 18.75mg to see if it would help. What a horrendous day i had, suffered all of the above plus suicidial thoughts and uncontrollable crying!!! Next day i dropped back to 75mg again as i couldnt face going thru that again. I am on day 5 of being back to 75mg and hoping i will even out at that eventually.
When i do any further cuts it will be by the 10% method to reduce symptoms. I wouldnt advice trying to come off quickly at all due to the withdrawal effects.
This is just my own personal experience and feelings. Hope you come to the right decision for yourself and wish you all the best.
Angela