Long depression concerns
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Thank you for reading this. I am 44 and have had depression on and off since age 17. Currently been depressed this time since January. Finding it hard even wit doing the basics such as washing and doing anything for myself. My motivation is awful.
I am on sertraline 200mg, quetipine 100mg and mirtrazipine 50mg. I was diagnosed with BPD, borderline personality disorder and it threw me. I also have anxiety and am isolated. I have no friends. I have a fiancee and it cuts me up to see him feel so powerless and I want to be further along in this journey but I am stuck. My mood fluctuates and I can rarely stop ruminating. Please let me know if you've ever been in a similar position as me. And how you got through. I am quite desperate. Thank you.
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steven43881 Poetrygirl
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Poetrygirl steven43881
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Bless you. I am now several months into this and things are very strained in my relationship. My fiance wants me to return to my own house but I don't want to go in case it means it is over. He said he has come tomresent me as he can't get doi g his own routines cos I am here. He has said I am not strong and I feel he is always putting me down and even being emotionally abusive at times .....
lynne82155 Poetrygirl
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I know how you feel some bouts i go through leave me unable to function.
I just weather the storm and hope I come out the other side.
Do you have family who can help or a therapist?
This forum is excellent for support
Stay Strong
Poetrygirl lynne82155
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Yes I have a few aunts who might help me. Before when I was down they took me to their house for dinner. I have recently been worrying that my partner is being emotionally abusive. Have done a lotta reading about it and he has isolated me and turned me against my friend. He is becoming fed up with my illness as it is lingering and I am still struggling with self care and my confidence is on the floor. Sorry to ramble ... I am must so despairing.
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