Hiv fear... Exposure in December 2 now freaking out
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Hi everyone... december 2 I had unprotected sex with a girl I know, I'm a circumcised 27 yer old male, she thinks her boyfriend is cheating on her, and I had a tough couple of months with my wife... Not justifying it, not at all... I know I'm a piece of s**t for doing that... And now I'm freaking out... As of today I had diarrhea a couple sporadic days, the guilt and anxiety won't go away...
Now, I suffer from anxiety and depression, so December 28 I did an oraquick, which was negative and december 29 I did a test in a clinic where they draw blood from my finger and tested, came back negative... I know was only 4 weeks ago...but does it mean anything? I'm seriously freaking out... I feel all of my nerves in my stomach, I feel like crap mentally... I eat no appetite loss so I guess that's good.
I know my wife doesn't deserve what I did and hope I am negative so I can give her a full life of beautiful moments and experiences... I know sounds corny but I mean it...
I had her tested last Tuesday and Monday she'll go do an additional rapid test at a clinic, plus she should get the results by this coming week for the doctors test.
Please any help?
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richard88109 jordidr1
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Let say don't waste your time, You have a lot more to do life get going. don't fear something you don't know yet, your head is tricking you. It going to be okay, that is what I'm telling my selft right now, and the fact the change that you can get HIV is 1% out of 100 so that is a real fact right there, event the person is HIV positive THE CHANGE IS SMALL . So I suggest to relax I know it's not easy but try to not thinking about it , I not easy for me too, it will be fine
I hope this may give you hope, because I'm going throuh this right now too, your are not the only one,
Stay postitive don't think about what not sure yet. in that time you get do something beautiful en make you wife happy, it not about the future it about now you living today not tomorrow so men up and you will be okay!!! Trust me
jordidr1 richard88109
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Thanks for your response I really appreciate it
tina69534 jordidr1
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jordidr1 tina69534
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Like I replied she's getting a rapid test Monday and she got tested last Tuesday and should get an answer by this week... Although I know transmission female to male has low rates there's still a risk! And I wanna get over it... If Monday she is negative I'm good... Let's pray that God forgives me and let me make it up to my wife and God himself...
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Ps: it's hard to forgive yourself when you make that sort of mistake... I just wanna be negative and move on with my wife
tina69534 jordidr1
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jordidr1 tina69534
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I'm losing my voice now and my wife has diarrhea since yesterday I'm freaked out
tina69534 jordidr1
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jordidr1 tina69534
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Thank you so much you're such a good person and a lot of help
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tina69534 jordidr1
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What's a DNA test by the way?
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jordidr1 tina69534
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Non-reactive! I wanna cry... I'm still scared... My anxiety is getting the best of me but is so good to get rna pcr non-reactive and antibody test at 4 weeks negative... I really wanna cry... I'll wait for the 3 month mark to be 100% sure but Dr. Hands field says at 5 week nra pcr negative and antibody negative is 100% conclusive! Thank you so much I wish I could pay you and your husband a dinner on my behalf thank you
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