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Feeling very low and fragile

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mami5
mami5

Hi all, me again!  I'm feeling very low at the moment, finding it very hard to get through the day.  My children came home last night after two weeks with their father, it's so good to have them back, but even they can't lift my spirit right now.  I've lost the will to live, am defeated.  Sorry.

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  • kat50
    kat50 mami5

    Posted

    It's so hard to face every day when your feeling so low. I know just how you feel I really do. pm me if you need to talk.
    • mami5
      mami5 kat50

      Posted

      Thank you Kat, sorry you're suffering too. xx
  • mami5
    mami5

    Posted

    My CPN's on holiday until Tuesday, tried to phone psychologist but he was at a meeting.  Feeling desperate to die, bought some pills this afternoon.  Don't feel I have anything to live for.
    • patricia44773
      patricia44773 mami5

      Posted

      You have so much to live for, how would your children feel if you left them?  You probably think they wouldn't care that much, but they would.

      Please don't take the pills.  They might not kill you, they might do untold damage to your body and leave you suffering, it isn't worth the risk.

      I wish I could do something to help you, I would do anything.

      Please don't die, please.  I have just lost a precious friend to cancer this week....and my heart is already breaking, don't take your friendship away from me please.

      Love Pat xxx

      I am keeping you in my thoughts and hoping that your spirits will lift.

    • mami5
      mami5 patricia44773

      Posted

      Oh Pat, I'm so, so sorry.  Didn't mean to hurt you.  Please forgive me.  I don't deserve your friendship.  I'm heartless and cruel.  So, sorry. xxx
    • patricia44773
      patricia44773 mami5

      Posted

      No you are not heartless, or cruel, you are suffering, you are in a terrible place and I would give absolutely anything to help you.  And I know what a lovely person you are, I know that you are kind and caring, that is why you mean so much to me.  You have nothing to be sorry about, I am just frightened for you.  I am being selfish because I don't want to lose you.

      Please, please don't take those pills, please.

      xxxxx

    • mami5
      mami5 patricia44773

      Posted

      I'm sorry to hurt you and worry Pat, you've been such a good friend to me lately.  Don't mean to hurt anyone.  I am in so much pain and confused right now.  I shall go to bed and wait to see what tomorrow has to offer me.

      Please take good care of yourself.  xxxx

    • patricia44773
      patricia44773 mami5

      Posted

      Sleep well my lovely friend and dream sweet dreams.  Tomorrow is another day. 

      You are so special.  xxxx

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