Here we go again...
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I have had one genital hsv1 outbreak and that began on the 10th of July and ended about a week and half later. Ever since then I haven't had an outbreak, but about 4 days ago I had intercourse and the day after my legs were feeling pretty sore.. and not like it normally would after having done that. The soreness lasted for about 2 days, I didn't feel it yesterday, and then today I saw a bump that itched a little bit and the lymph nodes on the inside of my legs are swollen. So, I'm pretty for sure my second outbreak is just beginning. I'm really scared that it's going to be as bad as my first outbreak. I know I've heard that the outbreaks that follow the first one aren't nearly as bad, but I can't help but feel like that might not be the case, as this virus affects every individual differently. Has anyone experienced these symptoms? And can anyone tell me (who has hsv-1) how their second outbreak was? I've read that since hsv-1 prefers to live above the belt, the outbreaks aren't as bad and they aren't as often... I don't know. I think I just need to hear it from someone who actually has it. I just got done crying and I do not feel good about myself at all and I keep having the feelings that I just don't deserve anything anymore. I've been pretty positive about this whole thing the past few weeks, but I guess having it show up again is bringing on all these feelings again..
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katie42587 chloe02547
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I have hsv-2 not type 1, so far I've had 2 outbreaks and my second was 100% easier to deal with than the first. I probably had about 3 sores with my second and they didn't give me anywhere near as much pain and discomfort as with the first. It still lasted for about a week but was so much easier to handle and didn't get in the way of my normal life at all. I was dreading the second outbreak too but was relieved at how much better it was.
I really hope you have a similar experience but try not to stress too much over it as I think that can make it even worse. I'm pretty sure my second outbreak was triggered by a week of suffering with severe anxiety so I've been trying to get on top of anxiety and stress to prevent more.
Don't be so hard on yourself and try to stay positive you aren't any less of a person since your diagnosis which is something it took me a month or so to come to terms with too. Just give yourself time and be patient and eventually you'll get to a point where you forget you even have it for days or even weeks on end.
Katie x
chloe02547 katie42587
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susan619 chloe02547
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