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Hi everyone. I just received the news from my gynecologist that I have HSV2. I was tested on Tuesday and was supposed to come in on next Thursday to hear my results but I couldn't bear the wait any longer. I had been praying since Tuesday asking the Lord to please spare me that I wouldn't make the mistake of not using a condom again. When I found out I had it I the first thing I did was lash out at the Lord for doing this to me but I did it to myself. For days I've been wearing a scarf on my head because I have the blisters there too. I just haven't been myself. I was always miss fashionista. I loved dressing up and having all attention on me. Now I don't even want anyone to look at me. I'm miserable. I look at other girls now with so much envy because they're perfectly fine and don't have to deal with the cards I've been dealt. I'm so young and have so much going for me but I ruined all that just for one night I didn't even really enjoy. How will I ever deal with this? How can I go on? I'm so broken I can't even be mad at the guy who did this to me. Or should I just be mad at myself? How do I tell my brother who loves me so much? How do I go on living?
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tom52697
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pixie1989
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Iv been with my boyfriend for nearly 5 years didnt have sexual contact for around 3 months before i had my first outbreak so i dont know how long i have had it but it happens you just got to learn to deal with it.
Theres no point bein mad at anyone and there are so many things that can help you and aswell even if you did use condom theres still 2% chance you could become infected.
Its happened so use it to your advantage of learning when you are near an outbreak you learn the different signs and do research on what can trigger an outbreak eg stress too much sun
Honestly when you deal with it mentally you will realise its not that bad and others have alot worse
qwertytrewq pixie1989
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sherry79337
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pixie1989
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I hope your sores are gone soon then you can deal with it better mentally but if you need to talk or rant feel free xx
tom52697
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qwertytrewq sherry79337
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tom52697 qwertytrewq
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Try & not fret too much about your situation it is after all only a fairly minor ailment when put in perspective & there are currently 4 or 5 therapeutic vaccines in the works, it is more in the mind than anything else although I know it is often uncomfortable!
nicole1994 sherry79337
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em18625 nicole1994
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khole_24314 em18625
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betty16756 sherry79337
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Sam15196 sherry79337
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sweetest0832972 sherry79337
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Verbabs sherry79337
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I'm 23 and I have multiple symptoms. I'll find out tomorrow for sure or not. But I'm pretty positive I do. I already have issues maintaining a relationship. I don't even know what I'm gonna do now...
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