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Sorry for another post.. I just can't handle this feeling.. My doctor pretty much acted horrificily shocked at my weight gain (double in weight in less than a year) but will not help me get off mirtazapine. I'm sat here in tears. I can't win ! I have episodes so vile and destructive and they're getting worse because I'm disgusted by my vile appearance.. I can't win ? What can I do ? The one person who should be able to help me is ignoring my please..
I'm heartbroken. Either I sleep and keep getting fat which equals being exhausted everytime I leave my house and never fitting into my clothes and being so ashamed of myself my depression starts up again OR I return to sleepless nights (meaning paranoia and unusual sleeping patterns grumpiness) but be slim again and comfortable going out in my own skin..
I'm so lost.. I never knew how badly this drug could affect someone.. My entire life has vanished because I hate myself and I get so sweaty and out of breath everytime I walk up the stairs.. I have tried to just NOT eat but it makes me so miserable the hunger.. I can't cope. I'm so bloody disgusted by myself
Ive got no way out, ive gotten into this awful hole and ive got no way to get out im stuck i hate what ive become i dont know what to do
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louise37661 sllymyr
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If your doctor will not help you I would insist on seeing another doctor they have a duty of care to you don't settle for just putting up with this
All the best to you 💐
oldboy sllymyr
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Have you tried SSRI antidepressants? You are unlikely to put weight on with those - but they do often cause insomnia. I take an SSRI for anxiety plus a LOW dose of mirt for the insomnia. That works for me and might for you. I do get hungry in the evening, but I can control the eating.
Your doctor should treat ALL your ailments. Doubling weight in a year is an ailment (unless you were very underweight before).
Thinking you have no way out causes depression. You DO have a way out!
Tell the doctor you want ALL relevant ailments treated, and if he/she will not do that, get another doctor.
evergreen sllymyr
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