'Cutting'
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Do you sit alone feeling scared and afraid?
Do you stop and reach for the nearest blade?
Do you cut to release the tension?
Are your thoughts full of frustration?
Are you like me or am I just dumb?
Is it just me who's minds constantly numb?
Please tell me that I'm normal
Please tell me that it's okay
Am I the only one that can't keep my feelings at bay?
One minute I'm fine one minute life makes sense, the next I make these cuts at my minds expense!
I wish I could stop I wish I knew how
Wish someone could relate to the way Im feeling now
Slit my arm to watch it bleed
It's not something that I want, it's something that I need
To feel the pain to see the blood spill
Anything to stop the way That I feel
Oh god this is stupid I don't need you to tell
I know I should stop but wish I knew how
I just want someone to relate, want someone to see, to tell me that I'm normal and there's nothing wrong with me
The truth is I don't want to do this to myself!
The truth is Im just crying out for help!
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4 likes, 5 replies
Crazycat Dondons3
Posted
However it is
Thus you can be heard
And behold the dawning
A new day is done
And old wounds be healed
If only in this moment
Are you at one
Crazycat Dondons3
Posted
However it is
Thus you can be heard
And behold the dawning
A new day is done
And old wounds be healed
If only in this moment
Are you at one
deirdre._03652 Dondons3
Posted
You must...make your doctor understand how serious your situation is,he has or she have a duty of care towards you, and will want to help all. They can....
You can also phone MIND or the SAMARITANS at any time just to talk to. When you need help, advice or simply reassurance,,,,, do not give up, it. May take many attempts, but you really will get there.... you will be in my
Thoughts and prayers, wishing you well, take care... Deirdre anne x
goldwingman Dondons3
Posted
And all my Medical Problems and Lost my wife in 93 then a Son 2 weeks after his 21 st B/Day Party Dont beat your self up see what your Doctor says Ok Please go and see them .As i felt low some days but then i look at other people to see what there going through and think man there is Nothing wrong with me when you see Kids that have grown together Bloody hell i lust have Cronic Pain they have me on the right medication im so Luckey just remember you dead a Long Time once there you cant come Back so Please see your Gp WILYou do this for Me Please Ok Good Luck DONDONS3 Ps let me Know how you get on Ok ?
Dondons3 goldwingman
Posted
Oh god that's awful i'm so sorry, it does make me think and I know there are a lot more people dealing with a lot more/ harder things than me, I'm just rubbish at dealing with things x
I'm already takings meds but I have an appointment with my counsellor tomorrow so I will try to talk to him about things, thank you for your concern xx