1st outbreak, gone in 2 days. Is that possible?

Don't feel that way at all. If someone can't realize the beauty and importance in their relationship, then that is their fault and not yours. And you do deserve a whole lot better, and it doesn't lower your value as a person for not leaving. It means you really love her and care for her and put your pride and emotions aside to try to make it work regardless of her mistakes. I was with a guy for years that could not keep his penis in his pants, or his hands to himself because I loved him so much and I had to wein myself and my heart away from him. Cheer up. He have me herpes but its not the end of my world. A short break out is unlikely but not impossible. You likely have razorburn because you used the same razor. Do you always use the exact same kind and do you normally get razor burn? Your first breakout is usually quite a bit longer and the worst one. You usually mistake it as a razor burn at first but then it feels like a yeast infection/razor burn/poison ivy all on your penis/vagina. Just be patient and get tested and prepare yourself for results. Plan out what you are going to do and if you think you are better orr leaving, but you love her, just slowly withdraw yourself before you leave her so it isn't so hard on you. I left and went back over and over for 5 years. He started treating me bad after we had a kid and I just left him when my son was 4. I knew he was no good for me and it wasn't going to work, but I loved him and didn't know how to leave. I withdrew myself and one day he started arguing with me really bad and I just left and never looled back. It was the needle on the haystack. Good luck and please private message me if you need someone to talk to, vent to, or just want some friendly advice! Good luck with everything.

You're not weak. I was diagnosed in the beginning of January this year with type 1 and 2. I was devastated I've never had any symptoms and still haven't since being diagnosed. There's no telling exactly how long I've had it, but I do know it's been within the last year, because I've been tested for it before and was clear. I've been with my partner for over 3 years. He was cheating for the past year and I had no clue until new years eve, when I got a phone call from the female who's just gave birth to their brand new baby boy. She tested positive and informed me of her results. She got my number or of his phone cause she wanted to know who I was. It's crazy because had she not contacted me, I'd never know because I have no symptoms. So it's possible for you to have symptoms that aren't severe. Just wait for your medical results, then you'll know for sure. hopefully your test come back negative.

Oh sweetheart.. That is not true .. Nobody is worth feeling that way over, but I understand the pain you're in right now. I don't know, most people barely have symptoms or none at all. Most of us on this site, came here because we dealt w horrendous obs the first time. Is it possible? Yes... Just now, that a blood test will be negative if it is a new infection and a swab test has a very small window in order to be accurate. My swab was positive, blood negative.. Blood was positive 3 months later, cause my body now had antibodies. You're not weak for staying.. Right now sealing w the blow of herpes is very devastating and a grieving process.. So putting off dealing w what she's done, I feel is normal. You will deal w it when you are ready, but remember... Do not stay because you think no one else will want you, that is not true and you deserve better. Hang in there! We are here for you!