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about 2 years ago after i had gone out to a restaurant with my pregnant wife i thought i was having a heart attack. We got home my wife called the ambulance who arrived did some tests, and took me to hospital for more tests and ECG's. All of which came back negative.
During the weeks that followed i was scared to death thinking there is something wrong, i would always been at work, on the train, waking up going to sleep listing to my heat beat trying to identify if there was any issues (there wasn’t of course) at night time i used to get these what i would describe as shocks. The feeling that a cattle prod has been touched on my skin, which used to make me jump up in bed, these thankfully have gone away.
These "attacks" come and go and for 2 years now i have lived with them
2 years on and they have gotten worse and stronger, recently i went to the hospital again this time 6 ECG's, blood tests, diabetes tests all negative.
My wife is pregnant again and due shortly.
I'm trying to work out what this is.
I can’t stand it when people talk about death near me or in conversation it "sets" me off alitle bit i don’t like it. I regularly and i mean every day sit at my desk in work and feel shaky, panic'y and disconnected.
I have a new thing now which i focus on, blood clots in my legs. I know have pains in my legs which i think im going to die via a clot i would imagine because of the recent conversations of people i know talking about people they know who have recently died via this.
EVERYDAY i get bad indigestion which brings a pain to my left side of my body and sometimes my arm. This can also trigger my anxiety which makes it worse and I go around in a loop.
I’ve been to the dr’s about this but they didn’t really help just told me to listen to some audio tapes and read about anxiety and depression.
I also get random mild pains over my body which then triggers a mindful of events. I.e I get out of breath, mild pains in arm, legs back, sometimes I get dizzy.
As I say its been 2 years of hell, with tests from the Hospital etc coming back negative what’s wrong with me, recently its really got me down and starting to effect home life.
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