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I havent a clue what is to come of the evicition , i have no money to even deal with it, over the past 4 weeks my anxiety was making me so ill and i was in an unbearable mind mode of wanting to self destruct and just dissapear offf the face of the earth,
But I have a calm, quiet no fear day which followed on to the Sunday and now its Monday I have not just been calm not required any diazipam, but also had a constructive day talking to the housing odvocate that is working overtime in my housing crisis situation.
Something babout the love, compassion and care I am getting from several awesome people in here is beginning to ware off on me.
I am at my hopsital tomorrow and again on Wednesday to seee how my immune system is going , it wont be good news i know that.
But just having a bit of my life back and being able to cope under the circumstances and the real reality od crisis is quite mad in itself to be coping with all the pressure thats around me
Thank you to those who know who they are for the continual support, for the advice and those prayers to a loving God whter you believe in Him or not is ok with me .
But someting is fially working.
It may all change within the hour .
At least I have had 3 god days in a row after many mmany months of terrible distress and pain.
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