3 weeks on citalopram , losing hope !
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well it was three weeks yesterday on citalopram 20mg at night , still waking up with blind panic and a kind of depersonalisation situation , feeling panicked when alone and mind wandering , constantly thinking about impending doom , mind is definitely not as sharp as it was , really foggy like my eyesight , I suffer so much cognitively , really bizarre , surely this cannot be just anxiety/depression ? Mind is always confused and hazy , t.v is on but doesn't mean a great deal and I really don't want to venture out , Any ideas ?
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as another subscriber has commented, citralopam takes time to replenish the low/absent serotonin levels before u start to feel the positive effects. i'd suggest giving it at least another week. if there's no change, go back to GP. having evaluated, s/he may prescribe a different family of anti-depressant. perhaps it's just, that the SSRI's (citalopram etc) don't work for u. because we're all as different in chemical terms as we are physically, each person responds differently to medication whether in terms of time of response, dosage etc. etc. to medication.
i'd also suggest, that you have your b12 checked. b12 has many of the neurological symptoms u describe. also, many anxiety/depression symptoms have a 'physcial' causation, that often go undiagnosed and treated. for example if you're anxiety etc. was caused by b12 deficiency citalopram or other anti-depressants won't help much.
wishing you much good luck with getting ur anxiety under control.
Caitlin.
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i understood from ur post that the citalopram was for the symptoms u described. if the citalopram is causing those symptoms then u need to back to ur GP straight away.
Caitlin
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have a look at the Pernicous Anaemia Society website. they categorise symptoms into phycial/pyschological/cognitive, making it accesible & not energy depleting. i had rather bad depression/anxiety/insomnia & citralopram didn't do anything until i had the b12 deficiency addressed. the foggy congitive, disorientaion, focus lack, eye symptoms etc. sound like it could be a factor in ur current symptoms. btw, how's ur energy? are u energised or fatigued by mild/moderate exertion?
Caitlin
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as previously commented, ur symptoms sound very similar to those of the symptoms of PA. yawning/sighing are classics. b12 often presents with b12 def.
when i was first diagnosed with b12 def. i was in a similar state to u. to overcome it, i wrote a letter to the Doc. asking them to bear with me whilst i try to explain what was going on with me. i wrote a summary of my key symptoms in that letter, explaining that my focus/short term memory was affected hence the need to write it all down. that was a turning point for me with the Docs. i think, my Doc felt she couldn't ignore what was put on paper so she acted. until then, she seemed to put my anxiety down to my ME/CFS, regardless of how often i explained that it was not a usual symptom of my condition.
when the b12 def. was finally addressed my foggy memory/focus/concentration frustration /agitation largely dissipated as did the tummy knot & my out of control IBS. i was able to manage my condition once more.
so if u can put some of ur feelings/symptoms on paper and take it with u to the GP, hopefully it'll get some further tests underway. it's always good to have another person with u, if u can find someone to accompany u for emotional/moral support. someone to be in ur corner. the Docs seem to listen more acutely and engage more effectively too when there's another person present.
Caitlin