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Hi Ladies, Just wondering if I am the only one whose life is a complete failure. I entered peri a few years ago and now have a YUGE (as trump would say) fibroid. I found a great procedure for it but my insurance is calling it "investigational" even though it's been around for 15 years. And major surgery besides scaring me isn't really an option with my current job and being single. Which is the other thing. I'm 47 still single, no retirement savings or major savings, working 2 jobs, my family isn't very supportive or well off, my friends are all off in their own lives and marriages and I think, what's the point when now my health is falling apart??? How can anything get better? Why haven't I met someone by now or found a great paying job? I'm a good, kind, intelligent being. Am I just fundamentally flawed. Am I the only one? It seems like as an old therapist said to me, everyone else has at least one table leg, like a husband, or money or their health, or a good job etc. What does it say about me that I have none of these at 47 not to mention I owe more on my student loans now then I did when I graduated thanks to interest and being out of work a lot from freelancing, layoffs, the contractor economy and not being in a high-paying field. I am trying to write this crazy book but who knows if I can pull that off esp being in constant pain from the fibroid. I know I'm not living in a 3rd world country. But am I the only one ladies? Completely nowhere at 47?
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