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Ok so the last 5 years of my life in small....
Met a bloke, was warned off by many ppl that he was bad news but I fell for him..
He then used me for sex and then ignored me until he wanted to use me again. Stupidly I let him hoping he would want me..
Fell pregnant, he left me was pretty nasty towards me flicked fag in my face tore scan picture up in front of me abusive texts about how he would love to break my nose blah blah
I then went into bad depression and bled through out pregnancy which I might add he did not once come and to hospital to see the baby was ok and I hadn't lost it.
Rest of pregnancy I found out he was sleeping with his ex again which made me feel awful,
His family begged me to have him at birth I agreed and always loved him so felt awful having him there he sat there striking my hand the hole labour,
Next day he took my baby in car seat and walked to car leaving me to walk on my own, he dropped me home n left us. When baby was 6 weeks he came and got abusive and police was called n did nothing.
When she was 6 months I got back together with him hoping for a perfect family , stupid I no.
He left me n came back and forth for the next few years.
I'm a mess now and I don't no what to do ? Stay with him or just get rid?
I can't have friends or go to work I feel isolated, my family don't like him. He won't go to any family does but I have to go to his there's no commitment 4 years down line, says he will move him and it never happens. I'm so confused I don't want him with anyone else
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