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Ok so the last 5 years of my life in small....
Met a bloke, was warned off by many ppl that he was bad news but I fell for him..
He then used me for sex and then ignored me until he wanted to use me again. Stupidly I let him hoping he would want me..
Fell pregnant, he left me was pretty nasty towards me flicked fag in my face tore scan picture up in front of me abusive texts about how he would love to break my nose blah blah
I then went into bad depression and bled through out pregnancy which I might add he did not once come and to hospital to see the baby was ok and I hadn't lost it.
Rest of pregnancy I found out he was sleeping with his ex again which made me feel awful,
His family begged me to have him at birth I agreed and always loved him so felt awful having him there he sat there striking my hand the hole labour,
Next day he took my baby in car seat and walked to car leaving me to walk on my own, he dropped me home n left us. When baby was 6 weeks he came and got abusive and police was called n did nothing.
When she was 6 months I got back together with him hoping for a perfect family , stupid I no.
He left me n came back and forth for the next few years.
I'm a mess now and I don't no what to do ? Stay with him or just get rid?
I can't have friends or go to work I feel isolated, my family don't like him. He won't go to any family does but I have to go to his there's no commitment 4 years down line, says he will move him and it never happens. I'm so confused I don't want him with anyone else
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Used to control me in a bid not to annoy him and cause a flare up it was an awful time.Keep on here and we will all help you. Regarding the texting if he says you don't care just tell him you are bored with it all now.He will see the change in you! Can you move out to anywhere ? What your plan for the next few days.X
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But it's not your fault in anyway.
I live on my own Gill he would never move in always said he would but it's never happened. I've got no plan I'll just not text him. As always Coz he's walked away from us a million times before and it's like in routine that he will be waiting for me to now chase him back.
I have no idea what will happen in next few days but I will do what u say n say I'm bored of it. Thank you so much xx
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He has completely belittled you and convinced you to believe he is God and what he says goes, it's abuse darling girl no matter what way you look at it, I know it's easy for others looking in to tell you what you should do as they are not living your life but if you don't do it for you do it for your daughter, she/you deserve better than some low life ruling your every step!!
Big the bigger person, get some strength from somewhere and tell him to eff off and never come back you don't need negativity in your life especially someone who picks you up and drops you as when he feels like it!!
Good luck stay strong x
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Hope your well xx
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