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This is going to be long and I appreciate anyone who has advice I have severe anxiety and depression
Anyway 8 month ago I was in such a good place happy relationship got a beautiful little girl and I was working, then my relationship started to have problems we have been through a lot and it ended I then found out I was pregnant which was such a shock and my anxiety started really bad the dad was been daft saying he wanted a dna because we broke up etc baby is he's!
Anyway I then had to go on sick leave from work because I was so bad with anxiety I couldn't leave the house and I couldn't return Dr's can't give me much because I'm pregnant I've literally been so many times and had no result everyday is scary for me
I can't live at home now because I'm that scared to be alone I'm 6 month pregnant now and I'm living with my mam I'm still having problems with my ex I really do love him but I don't really think I was happy he wants the best of partners and was very selfish
Every I have a new pain and it's scaring me but I'm getting by for my daughter even though it's hard my family just want me to get better basically I want to know if anyone else has had anxiety whilst pregnant and did it go when baby was born? I want to be at my own house with my little girl and wait for our new arrival to come I don't know what I want with my ex he seems happy enough to walk away and it annoys me but at the same time I don't think I want I want him how do you know what you want really it's frustrating!!! I want to be back at work after the baby and back to me but will I ever be me again? Can pregnancy make anxiety worse? I've had it all my life but never like this I didn't have it with my first baby but I'm a lot more scared this time round because I never expected to have a baby so close to my little girl 2 year gap they will be I'm only 21 I've also lost two babies before my girl and lost family members the last few year so I haven't had the best of times but I always think this isn't anxiety and I think I'm ill but before I found out I was pregnant I was fine I was me could my pregnancy be the reason I am the way I am? When he's born will it go?
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