Afraid to die and afraid to live life like normal people do.
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I live in constant fear and anxiety. I work every day because I have 2 kids to support. Noone can even guess that I worry about my. Heart and blood clot s and sometimes I feel I am going to pass out. I am dizzy. Feel chest pain . I had high blood pressure and stopped my medicine. Now it's lower than ever. 117/53 sometimes 135/72. The idiot doctor prescribed a new blood pressure medicine. I can't get through her head I am afraid it's low. So I won't take it. She refuses to take me seriously because I have anxiety. My dr retired and I am stuck with this heartless jerk. I am too scared to look for a new one. It's makes me so nervous I want to faint. On the inside I am scared of death but in the end I can't live . Wish I was happy like other people. So sick of feeling scared of everything. Now I can't even get real help until I get the guts. To find a better doctor. I am a tears of a clown type person. Anxious all the time and limited in living. Any ideas?
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might be totally wrong but hope you accept a bit of advice from fellow sufferer
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