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I'm in middle school going into high school next year and it's been since 6th grade I was feeling depressed but when I turned 7th grade I felt more depressed that I started cutting myself I stopped for a while but then when I turned 8th grade I felt like I went back to step one. My problems were mostly family problems but then friendship problems i didn't have any friends in 6th grade that I just started working in the library to help out because I didn't know where to sit at lunch. But then when I went to 7th grade I started sitting someplace else, just anywhere and thats the times met some one who is open minded and understanding person who could help me out and he did but the problem was is that he was 3 more grades high than me. But at least i am able to still talk to him. And then I moved schools the school that I go to is much better there were many nice people I had many friends to go to but then in the weekends I start having family problems and all I wanted to do was to just die because I felt pathetic and not needed. But then I liked someone and that person liked me too but we can't be together because of the parents they are too strict more over I felt heart broken I loved that person and so did the person too. I felt like I was torn into a billion pieces I wish I could just die out of starvation and just stay in my room and be able to close the door but I can't, because my parents are too strict. But right now I am under weight I only eat once a day and my parents don't know that I skip breakfast and mostly lunch and then eat when I come home from School. my problems are mostly family problems and then relationship problems. Thank you for listening
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