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I know it's late but I feel I have to write something .
I am 46 and in a roller coaster at the moment. Been peri for 4 years.
I'm at the lowest I've ever been in my life.
I can remember November December and January I had such pressure headaches every day,even woke up to them. After that the real depression and doom and gloom. I just couldn't get my head out of it. I've suffered with a big anxiety breakdown 8 years ago due to getting divorced. I found I am frightened sometimes I go out and I've been cancelling appointments. I don't want to join in things when I always loved it . The acid reflux or bile reflux is terrible. I never understood when my grandad had it. I've had my gallbladder out so I don't know which it is. It burns in pit of throat,the worst in the nose. Acid comes into my mouth at night and burns.
I just want to sleep,took a sleeping tablet for 3 nights and that didn't knock me out. I've had 3 hours in 3 nights.
When I sit down my face and jaw pulsates
My jaw is stiff a lot.
I pray everyday that the next day will be a good one.
I feel like my husband is getting fed up when I talk to him. I want to go places with him again but I just can't do it now as feel so shattered in not sleeping and I have all the symptoms on top 😂
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