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I feel like i am suffering from depression , i have no idea where to get help. I moved house 4 months ago and i am terriffied of going to a new doctors. I lost my mum 4 years ago and dad 2 years ago, i have never recovered. i have a 2 and 3 year old, they kept me going. I must seem like a normal mum to others at the toddler and parent groups i go to but inside i am sinking. I cant put it all on my husband when he works a long day, its not fare. I have repetaive thoughts for the past 3 years now, usually at the anger i have towards my husbands family at not supporting me when my parents died. I can not stand my husbands mother looking after my children because of this and i feel out of control when she has them. Its the only break i getI moved to irland 10years ago and after making friends i moved to different part which i know people at the toddler groups but have no friends. that is why i am writing this, what sort of person am i . i have no one to ask help from i feel pathetic . i was home in england at the weekend, i wasnt myself but no one noticed. i dont know what to do
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