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Ive been extremely depressed for some time now and its taking all my energy to carry on with uni without failing.
I have two friends who I became very close with last year but they don't get on well with my flatmates (itit's a long story). I have tried to stay out of this as much as possible and continue seeing my two friends as much as possible but as my depression got worse all ive had the energy to do is occassionally drag myself into uni and sleep. As a result I havent been speaking too or seeing my friends as much, and that means all my friends not just them two. I have told them that I have depression In the past and one of them is a mental health nurse. Despite this, when I became more illusive because of how low I was feeling I recoeved texts from them saying have you forgotten about us..to which I said no and explained I just felt low.
Then a week later I went home for christmas without seeing them before I left and I recieved a text saying that I had "been a dick recently". Thats when I had it out and explained how low I had been feeling and laid it all out on the table and apologised. I cried the whole way home on the train because I felt so bad and it nearly sent me over the edge. But I still didnt get an apology from them or a "I understand" they just changed the conversation And brushed it under the carpet.
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