an update from "why do i stink"

again sorry for the grammar ...i think i may have improved tho ((: 

ok let's see 

my last therapist was great and to be completely honest with you i never build up the courage to ask her if i smelled i knew it would break me. 

for those asking yes i went to many doctors and they all say the same thing "you don't smell" and if it's not that is "it's all in your head" 

it's frustrating to have to deal with this, I'm now a junior in high school i thought things would have calmed down by now but that's not the case.

i still see people covering their nose, sniffling,coughing,it's gotten so bad the kids that sit next to me lay their heads down. I haven't been hearing so much of "its stinks" just people covering their noses.

i honestly don't know how i (all of us) get through this, it just feels like sometimes there is no way out. 

I've tired everything to try to 'solve' this issue and nothing 

yes i shower every morning 

yes i wear deodorant and antiperspirant

yes i even went on a diet 

yes i lost weight because according to my doctor it could have been because i was obese 

yes i use fresh new clothes everyday 

yes i brush my teeth 

and yes i have tried taking antibiotics.

i feel like I'm falling apart, i wanted to come back to my old post and tell all of the lovely people that i have gotten better and that i found a way to cope with my odor but nothing has changed. 

i did my own research and the only thing i could think of is that i could possibly have 

a) tmau

b)candida overgrowth 

c)ibs

i told my mom but she seems to have given up on me and thinks this is all in my head. 

anyways i hope and wish the best for all the other people out there that are dealing with the same bs i deal with 

~min 

feel free to message me if you need anyone to talk to I'll be checking frequently from now on. 

🙂

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