another update after 2 years aye? (not very happy)
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it's been a while and i see most of you guys are asking for an update on how im doing so here it is.
it's been two years so now im seventeen yay.... i still have this condition (tmau).
OH im also gonna graduate high school so that's something to look forward to (:
i started my first job in september and yes like always tmau has it's way of ruining things for me.
I don't know where im really going with this, but to be completely and utterly honest having this condition drains the life out of me. it's scary to think about the future because the odds of tmau screwing it up is high. school isn't a complete hell sometimes,because i try to see things from a different perspective ,and try to understand how i would feel if the same person i sat next to in class had an odor ALL THE TIME. I don't blame anyone for the things i have to go through but i wish this would all end ya know? like "yeah that was a phase i went through" but my hope on this condition to get better is running thin. right now im trying to go vegan. only eating fruits and ritz cookies for lunch,and eating only pastas or potatoes or rice for dinner, (yes i know it isn't healthy BUT it's "vegan") anyways its my fourth day? Im having a hard time sticking to this diet because what foods am i allowed to eat with no worries? I also get treated like im non existent in my house, my mom is slowly drifting from me and we dont really conversate at all unless she yells at me to do something, at my job people are constanly sniffing or rubbing their noses,when i get rides to and from my work the driver always finds the need to open the window ...and it makes me feel terrible , i don't remember the last time someone asked me how i was doing besides the customers being polite. i hate how people think i can't hear them say how someone (me) stinks when im 3 feet away from them ffs.i feel alone ,i feel broken and im just tired . im tired . im sorry if i made you sad or ruined hopes but i just wanted to rant for a while and let all my sadness go even if it means i have to put myself in a vulnerable position and post it here.
ON THAT NOTE: *can i just say i forgot the sites name so thats why you haven't heard from me 😅
i promise i'll try to update you guys if you want? and thank you too the people who leave nice comments (: also anyone who needs someone to talk to feel free to message me and i'll try to get back as soon as i figure our how to message back hehe
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mina81739 milkandhoney
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Hi sweetie, I don't know what tmau is. I'm picking up for you that it has something to do with body odor. Please tell me a little bit more. Congrats on your graduation. Keep your chin up and don't give up hope, something good will come, new discoveries are happening every day. Remember we're here for you and for each other 🤗😘