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Hi there, I am 20 years old and currently at university. I apologise in advance if there are any grammatical errors, I'm just so worried and want to get to the bottom of this ASAP..My whole life I've always been happy and never had any real issues until about 2 months ago, I randomly had some sort of panic attack for no reason.. And at first it was horrible but a day or two later I felt absolutely fine. But since then my mental health had just gone down hill.. It started off as just anxiety every so often.. It wasn't nice, but I dealt with it.. It then came back but with depression. It was horrible, I felt so empty and I couldn't look forward to anything. I was just getting through the day. But that only lasted about 4 days and I felt fine again for another 5 days until I went to revise for my summer exams. One tiny question stressed me out and I had a huge panic attack.. I've only got high once in my life before (weed) but it felt like all of a sudden I became high, my mind was racing, I didn't feel real, I felt so depersonalised, which is the worst feeling ever! I woke up the next day not feeling right and haven't done for the past 3 days.. The weirdest thing is that I'll be concentrating on my work and my eye site will go really strange and I'll feel like I'm not real and everything will feel really bright.. I've only had this for a few days so I cannot think to imagine what it would be like for someone to have that for weeks months or years! I've been to th doctors and nurses and none of them seem to care or have the answers! Any reply will be appreciated so much! Thanks for taking the time to read this!
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