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Before this anxiety I could take a lot !!! I was very strong to , which im sure a lot of us out there were,,, but what happen to me was ,, eventually I got broken down from years (10years) of being strong , holding IN Sadness, pains, heartache among other things,, in a relationship and dealing with a person who mentally, physically, verbally, and emotionally abused me for years , among other things ,,and I really loved this guy , so i never left him no matter what I still stayed and loved him, until one day this anxiety came full force on 11/13/2015 it was a Friday. (Friday the 13th) weird , but anyway , I believe God knew I would never leave this man no matter how much he hurt me , because I loved him , I believe that God gave me anxiety so bad not to hurt me but to wake me up and tell me it's time to go , this relationship is not healthy for you , he does not love you , he's not even there for you in your time of need . and even though you still love him knowing all this , you have to move on because you deserve better . I lost myself in the relationship and I stop loving myself because I allowed this to go on ! And if anxiety never came I would have never left , and its funny everytime he would come around I would feel worse than I did when I wasn't around him , but to be honest even though I left I'm still hurting inside , I feel broken in to pieces and torn apart , I'm so heartbroken .
My point of all of this is , I believe there is a reason for every , and if you are religious or not , things happen in our lives for a reason .
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