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I have battled with severe anxiety and depression since I was very young after 3 years of cancer and chemotherapy. It seemed to have worsened during college and after graduation and moving back home I finally accepted the fact I needed help and began to take a small dose of medication which has improved my thought processes quite a bit. Unfortunately, I still struggle so much with my odd and what most feel to be quiet personality in my workplace which is a constant and stressful inner struggle for me. I finally after many many years have only the 2nd really boyfriend (I am 28) and we are completely in love I have no doubt. However I find that I have no desire to return calls, texts, or become excited to spend time with him. I honestly care deeply for him but am afraid my stress and depression is taking over all my happiness that I COULD have. I have to focus all my mental strength just on getting through the workday that I have none when it's all over. I'm so exhausted. All I want to do is sleep on the weekends. I want to WANT to do more but I just can't. I am so incredibly and terribly at my wits end. Please someone help.
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