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It was horrible, as soon as we entered 2015 I felt sick, and I'm afraid of being sick. I was shaking and getting upset because everything which I do to help distract me from anxiety wasn't working, like listening to music, doing suduko etc. The nausea would come in and out - it would be really strong for a while then it would be a bit weaker, but I had horrible butterflies and knew if I went to the toilet it wouldn't be a nice experience. All this lasted a good few hours til exhaustion hit. Now after last night I'm scared of eating and I just want to get away from here (I'm a university student at home for Christmas, so I'm currently surrounded by family, which I know I should be grateful for but I hate explaining to them, the pity and just being trapped and just with people).
Hope everyone had a better New Years!
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