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So for about 4 weeks i have randomly started to think that i'm going to die?
It started off thinking that i was going to die before my boyfriends birthday. I wasn't eating, i was shaking, i couldn't sleep. Before bed i would always think, what if i don't wake up? What if i have that disease where people die in their sleep? What if i have a heart attack? But in the day i would just be scared of the future, not of the present. I think, what if i die in a car crash and then i won't be able to see my boyfriend again, or what if a blade of a lawn mower hits me in a freak accident then i won't be able to have kids or get married.
His birthday has passed and i still haven't died, but why do i keep thinking that i'm going to die?
I have adrenaline running through me every single day, i'm exhausted feeling this way. I don't have an appetite, no sex drive, anxious for no reason.
I'm completly healthy, i'm young (17), my family is great, i have a loving relationship with my boyfriend.
I just don't know why i'm soo scared that i'm going to die in the future?
Please respond to this, because it's freaking me out and i'm so stressed out
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