Anxiety- I feel like i'm going to die, but don't know what from
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Hi
So for about 4 weeks i have randomly started to think that i'm going to die?
It started off thinking that i was going to die before my boyfriends birthday. I wasn't eating, i was shaking, i couldn't sleep. Before bed i would always think, what if i don't wake up? What if i have that disease where people die in their sleep? What if i have a heart attack? But in the day i would just be scared of the future, not of the present. I think, what if i die in a car crash and then i won't be able to see my boyfriend again, or what if a blade of a lawn mower hits me in a freak accident then i won't be able to have kids or get married.
His birthday has passed and i still haven't died, but why do i keep thinking that i'm going to die?
I have adrenaline running through me every single day, i'm exhausted feeling this way. I don't have an appetite, no sex drive, anxious for no reason.
I'm completly healthy, i'm young (17), my family is great, i have a loving relationship with my boyfriend.
I just don't know why i'm soo scared that i'm going to die in the future?
Please respond to this, because it's freaking me out and i'm so stressed out
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alec60127 marisa86024
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marisa86024 alec60127
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All i can think about is my pwn mortality and it's so frightening
I was hesitant to actually write on one of these forums, but i'm glad i did
I'll try my best to do as much as i can to make myself feel alive again!
alec60127 marisa86024
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marisa86024 alec60127
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I always read through them trying to reassure myself that i'm not predicitng my death and it is infact anxiety but it just doesn't i needed someone to actually tell me!
So thank you for your response
TisdaleLondon marisa86024
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marisa86024 TisdaleLondon
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It's so mentally exhausting thinking this way!
Thank you again!
I hope you also overcome your fear!
sarah66442 marisa86024
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marisa86024 sarah66442
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pinkcatfairy marisa86024
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When i was about your age I had something similar, i thought i had something terribly wrong with me and i lost weight with worrying, the worry brought on a sinus infection and then i thought i had something like a brain tumour or something, whether it's our hormones at such an age heightens things i dont know, some of us are prone to worrying! I did get over the worry, i am now 52 and menopausal and the worry has returned again, no doubt due to my hormones! You will get past this stage believe me, so you can enjoy your teenage years and beyond, try not to worry about it, you aren't alone xx
marisa86024 pinkcatfairy
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I forgot to add it in there with the description, but yes i'm very prone too worrying haha it's scary
Thank you for the reassurance
pinkcatfairy marisa86024
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Yes some of us are prone to it, when i was younger I also had abit of ocd, i think alot of people do, some manage to control it and some don't so well, i have plodded through life but i will always be a worrier and have good and bad moments, i will just say dont ever bottle things up and try to always talk about your fears etc it does help and dont beat yourself up about it because there are alot of people with these issues xx
sue58256 pinkcatfairy
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 im 53 and menapausal I suffer from anxiety and depression but this time it was different it wasnt until i asked for a blood test for menapause i understand why my symptons were tenfold i had an impending sense of doom and the palpataions have been worse i cried every day for three months even my doctor said she felt sorry for me anxiety stress depression and the menapause
sue58256 pinkcatfairy
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pinkcatfairy sue58256
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Snap! Yes, it really helps to come on here and hear of other people suffering the same because sometimes menopause can.make you feel quite isolated x
pinkcatfairy sue58256
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