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I've had anxiety my whole life.
Overthinker, overanalyzer, always think the worst is going to happen, jumping to illogical conclusions... About two years ago, I had my first panic attack, and was given clonazepam. I had two panic attacks since then, totalling three; they were easily controlled and the benzo did its job. Though these panics were over nothing.
But it never impacted my life so drastically.
I guess you could say it came to a head this past month. I started drinking a lot for no real reason, other than to quiet my mind. This eventually lead to me getting black out drunk and getting behind the wheel of my car, something I don't even remember doing, and totalling it. No DUI, just a failure to report ticket, and nobody got hurt 'cept my car. This happened very early Saturday morning.
But this event in itself has trigged panic attacks all day, every day, since then. I have a one year old child I am solely responsible for as my husband works down in t
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