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Basically I'm an 18 year old lesbian who's still in the closet and has been suffering with anxiety since I was 4. In September a girl from my class last year and I started speaking online and we became close very quickly. As I have anxiety I find it very difficult to spend time with her and one of my symptoms is being afraid to eat in front of people. Because of this I avoid meeting up with her a lot and always tell her I'm busy. Since February we have become girlfriend and girlfriend despite only seeing her only 3 times outside college and me being in the closet. I'm scared that me always been "busy" aka me being so anxious to see her will ruin our relationship even though I'm very much in love with her. I want to get rid of my fear of eating in front of people but I don't know how and I want to be confident in spending time with her before she leaves for university. I can't discuss this with my parents or sister as they don't know I'm gay and I don't know where to get help.
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