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I think I'm having a mental break down. I am so scared somethings going to happen to me. I can't obsessing about my health. I'm scared to death to try any medication because I've had so many reactions. I keep searching on Google looking for stuff I don't even know what I'm looking for anymore.
When someone I know get sick and I hear about it, I can't handle it, I just keep waiting for it to happen me, I'm afraid to live because I'm afraid I'll die. I know that sounds crazy. I'm 54 I feel like I'm 90. I'm hypothyroid, post menopausal, and now have migraine associated vertigo that causes daily dizziness, anxiety with it and headaches or silent headaches. I have disorders but I'm waiting for a disease. The dizziness is a constant bother to me cause I think it's something more and they have missed it. My latest obsession is my vitamins. I am worried about my nagnisium level since someone on one of these forms told me it can mess things up. So I started to question myself. I know it can cause loose bowels if you take to much or your body isn't absorbing the type your taking, but when I saw this post about it, I was having vowel issues with a new brand and immediately thought I'm messing up my system now and could be doing something long term. Then I google and there is so much on how much of this that and the other to take and all the medical stuff you hear about in daily life I just can't figure it out. It all scares me to death. One day it's eat eggs the next it's not coz it will kill you. I can't watch the news and haven't for years. Let's face it I'm afraid of everything.
I can't afford to go back to my psychologist so I'm stuck. Everyday I wake up afraid. My first thoughts are I wonder if today I'll get sick or have a heart attack from all this anxiety and worry
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