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Everyone I speak to says I'm suffering from simply anxiety. I keep telling myself that too but I can't convince myself as easily with all the symptoms I put up with. I thought the second/dozenth opinion would be better from people who've suffered it too. So, list time
+ The main one is tricky to describe. My heart beat seems louder/harder, Im very very aware of it, especially at night. Keeps me awake.
+ At the same time as above or on its on, I feel like the centre ofmy chest is vibrating. I feel it all through my torso. Again, worse at night. My favourite though is when Im eating breakfast, I cant even descibe this one, its like a deeper tremor with every bite
+ Very very tender and painful breasts 24/7 for months - Im female.
+ More internalised chest and back pain sometimes. I thought the worst of course, blood tests and ecg say my hearts healthy.
+ Sensitive tickly throat with a strange airy feeling in chest. occasional coughs
+ I have trluble getting to and staying asleep. It was getting better but last night, woke up with the shaking and heart thumping out of chest feeling.
+ Only recently got my appetite back. Think I had acid reflux or stomach acid, after a long spell of it.
Recently got off beta blockers (2 months ago) since they gave me panic attacks, chest pain, zero appetite. I really think this put me on the downward path to how i feel now.
Now until I got these symptoms I was fine. I wasnt feeling depressed for once. If this is only anxiety or anxiety plus something, I dont know for sure what set it off. Now though, Im scared to death about my health. That I won't get better or I'll die suddenly.
Ive taken anti depressants in the past and they only made me very ill, so Ive refused them. Ive been to counselling many times. I think my body has gotten used to kalms or nytol, theyve gone from sometimes helping to never.
I also have family drama in the back of my mind. Again at the time this kicked off, things were uneventful but not fine i guess. Now, its now helping.
Ok I blabbed as usual, sorry. Anyone have any insight please, and thanks.
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