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I have struggled with anxiety and depression since i was 18 and since then I have tried Almost everything under the sun from medication to hypnosis. Unfortunately nothing seems to work. Right now I am 23 and live with my mom and sister who both support me. I had to drop out of college due to panic attacks then had to quit every job I had after that. Something about trying and trying and trying and still failing that really sticks with you and sucks you deeper into depression. I feel so worthless for not being able to support myself. Which is made even worse when I can't even keep up with chores around the house! My anxiety has caused me to loose every friend I've ever had because I can't leave the house or even call up or text a friend to keep a relationship. I've been in 2 inpatient programs that did nothing but get me on meds I couldn't afford to buy or see the doctor who prescribes them. It's an endless cycle. Like a lot of people on here I just think it would be better to die than live with the suffering of these disorders. I just don't know what to do anymore. I need a change or a miracle asap. Anyone have any tips for how they cope with the two?
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