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Previously took fluoxetine for around seven month in 2014 , from July to January 2015 stopped for 10 months because I believed I was better up until half way through those ten months I questioned whether I need tablets again as I was going through a nasty break up and his depression mode while taking care of my son who was 1 and a half at the time , anyway on the 22nd November 2015 I decided to take them again (fluoxetine) without consulting my doctor straight away as I had some left over from last time, , then for some crazy stupid reason I decided I was better again and stopped them.in may this year...and every since I have been stuck in a absolutely mortifying, scary, nasty horrible cycle that I do not know how to get out of. My son is almost three now, and I feel like the worst parent ever, I know I'm a good mam, he's my absolute life and I'd never ever let harm come to him but because of my illness I can't help but feel guilty that since he was born its been about ''me me me'' I can't go out..I can't socialise..I can't meet new people...because I'm scared but I don't know what I'm scared of. I can no do this anymore I really can't, so....I'm sitting looking at left over tablets from my last prescription of fluoxetine and I really so badly want to start them again because I know they worked so well before. And if I took them again I wilould NEVER just stop them because I feel better I feel like I will probably be on them for life, , I really need some advice from someone with anxiety and depression experience right now but I really don't know what to do and my head is ready to burst. It hurts so much
Thankyou in advice xxxx
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