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I am just thinking about my landscape. I know its selfish.
My sister is a very talented artist, i am not so bad, but hugely criticised, even though I cant see. Its an outlet for the way I feel inside rather than a show off skill.. Anyway, I am very close to my sister- she is the only person that knows what we went through, the only person i truly really wonder and worry about. She painted a picture of me, all alone and 5 with my daddys big headphones on, as music has always been one of my greates escapes. She knows this, and so do i. we love music, and its not your god awful rave - ive never liked that shallow thinking. I thinl if you are to be creative, it is for emotion outlets. happy sad, insecure, hurt or lonely- its the way Ive survived my gloomy times.
I also want to mention something. When I was at school my english teacher took a huge dislike to me. I ended up failing my standard grade, mum was furious with me and battled for me to do my higher. I did it, with a better teacher , I got so anxious about it, I remeber finishing the exam and howling for Scotland for weeks, thinking I had failed!!! Do you people think my english awful? Anyway, i more than passed the subject. I just think its an example of systems and how they fail people. Anyway, must go, hope you folks are feeling better than I, hugs, Katy
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