Its been a while since i posted on here. Flu was keeping me on the straight and narrow. However on Sunday evening i received a telephone call to tell me that a good friend of 30 years had died of cancer. She was only 47. The news hit me like a train and i'm suffering more than a wobble. It feels like i'm lost all over again. I try to keep busy but the care about everything has gone out of the window.
I'm visiting a counsellor tomorrow, something i haven't had to do for a couple of years (been on flu coming up to 4 years now after the sudden death of my mother).
I don't want to go back to that horrible dark and desperate place.
I know time is a great healer but right now i don't believe it.
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