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Hi, i'm new to this and i dont know how these things work but i just came across this page when i was searching about my anxiety, i am 19 and i've had anxiety and panic attacks since the last 2 and a half years now! I've given blood tests gone to several the doctors and done everything i possibly could but i dont think anyone really understands what i'm going through! For the first few months doctors gave me depression tablets when i had no symtom of depression and then after i looked my tablet up i found out that i shouldnt be taking them and i stopped and well my panic attacks got so worse that my parents took me to the doc again and he well gave me sleeping pills so i would sleep all day and night! And one doc even tried to convince me that i'm just nauseous and i cant tell the difference, Thats when i finally gave up on doctors and searched my symptoms myself and found out that I have anxiety problem and that i get panic attacks! And well i wanted to start therapy but my mom said its too expensive and i'll be fine without it! Obviously she doesnt understand my state! I feel so helpless and i am so tired of these that i want to get over them! The constant fear that i'm gonna die, i think this is the first time i've admitted it out aloud but its killing me mentally and several other problems, the list can go on and on. i have no idea what else i can do to get better, i've tried my hardest to get out of this! And well i dont know what i can do!
I'm sorry for writing such a long essay! But i'll be glad if i could get any advice on how to deal with them!
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