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I'm only on day 6. I did feel a little better yesterday and managed to eat a tiny bit but I'm back to the daily hell today. Think I'm feeling worse because of yesterday. I was thinking it'll only get better now on. I totally recognise the feeling of wanting to give up. For me its about ending the pain I'm going through but not actually wanting death. That thinking makes me feel trapped - I want an end but not death - if you get my meaning.
Its a beautiful sunny day outside as well. Not too sure if thanks making me feel bad as well. I'm better on dull days as it reflects my mood.
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