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I'm having a crappy week. Monday I had appt with ENT for dizzness and did testing which made me so dizzy i flipped out and since then I've been dizzy, I know anxiety makes it worse, Then tuesday went to chiropractor cause my left arm is hurting all the time, of course thougt it was heart, but he said shoulder and upper rib in back was out., but it still hurts. Thursday went to endocrinologist becaause been having problems with my thyroid levels being off. Had to adjust meds again. All this is causing me stress and anxiety, My job is making me stressed to, I'm not a people perosn when it comes to constant caos, but customers are the worst. I haven't been able to concentrate so well today either so thats not helping. My anxiety was awful this morning, had a dizzy spell when i sat down and i just about lost it, i'm so tired of being dizzy and this is a big part of my anxiety. I'm going to be doing vestibular therapy for it but it doesn't start for another month.
I have so many things going on sometimes i just think i must be sick and they are just missing it. I'm dizzy, arm hurts, neck aches, headaches, can concentrate, don't sleep so well, hotflashes (post menopausal), worry all the time about every sensation i have. This all started in july when i had the first vertigo attack. I can't stop thinking about the dizzienss and all i do is watch for it and wait for it. I'm afraid most of the time. last week it was ok, then this week has just been awful.
I think how stupid i seem, cuz there are so many people who are really sick with disease and here I am acting like this.
I have xanax .25, which i take if i have to, but i don't want to take it all the time, plus it makes me depressed.
Well I think i've complained enough, but thanks for listening.
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