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So, I came off Citalopram about a month ago. It was a sudden and abrupt stop due to the reminders on my phone not going to remind me what day I had to take them. So, because of that it left me feeling ill from the cold turkley effect but since then I've not been too bad......
Other than I am extremely teary at practyically anything! I cry at songs that I've heard a million times before and that never affected me, I cry at TV ads, I cry at sad storylines in soaps, I cry at things I watch on Facebook that aren't necessarily sad.
I'm also having a lot of insecurites again which I used to face before going on them such as insecure about my appearance, feeling inadaquate compared to attractive girls I see and them making me feel worthless (obviously they are completely oblivious to this because this is just me). Today, I could just sit and sob and I don't really know why. As I'm writing this I'm trying to hold back my tears.
I don't know if this is all because I have come off the tablets? But I was fine on 10mg every other day but surely a small amount like 10mg wouldn't have that much impact on things? I so want to be dependant and fight this but each time I try and come off this I just seem to sink back into that never ending black hole. I don't want to be weak but as I feel right at this minute, giving in and going back on them just seems the easiest option.
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