Being lied to for years

Hi my name is Princess I want to share a story with you guys listen closely.

September 5, 2010 I thought that i met the love of my life , as of that time I was 18 years old. My now ex boyfriend was 23 years old at the time we were together 4 long years. January 1, 2011 it was a friday night we had gotten really close and then he took my virginity I had been a virgin for 18 long years. When I let my virginity go that was a huge mistake and then on the first time we didnt even use protection how could i be so nieve.

Next I remember us spending the night at a motel 6 everything was perfect until the next morning when we where about to leave I recieve a strange phone call for my boyfriend. I passed him the phone , I thought maybe the girl was his sister or a family member . I ask who was that he told me nobody I want to say about 7 months in our relationship I found out that he had been with a women and living with her for the past 5 years but me and him had been together for about a year ,and my feelings had got involved.

Then so I finally decided to stay with him and look past the drama for a while . He never told me that he was with anybody he told me that he was single . I thought that we where together . So about a 5 months later the girl and finally left .I never knew that they were living together he always met me downtown now finding out those were his friends condos and never was his. After that he started telling me that he was going to spend the night at his home girls house . I started finding sex videos of him and other women while he was physical with me.

September 28 ,2013 I was at work and I notice that I started smelling a little funny down there . I was thinking maybe I wasnt cleaning well . I started taking longer bathes and after 2 hours of bathing my body smell like I havent took a bathe in days , One week later I notice a thin clear pale yellow discharge kept running out of me . Guess what ????I thought maybe it was a yeast infection and I notice that the discharge wa leaking through my panties very stronge after having a conversation with my bestfriend she suggested that i needed to go to the hospital I did , Thirty minutes later my results were back in the physian told me i have Trichomonsias and that they were going to put me on a 7 day Flage medication and I had to take a stroid shot. Well I told my boyfriend his words was '' Is it curable''? I told him yes .

Later I started having Sypthoms of thick white discharge looks like yeast infection ,itching ,burning ,tingling sensation , and hurts bad when I tried to take a bathe . I went back to the hospital they kept checking for trichomonis ,gonderra , and clymida always came back negeative , all along I thought i was cured . January of 2014 I got the big std test hiv ,gonderra ,clymida, heptiats, syphills and I never recieved a call back I felt relieved on the inside . Novemeber of 2014 I started having the same sypthoms again and now this time I started looking down there with a mirror and there were little round red things at the bottoms of my gentials that itch, burn and had mad pain everyday I told myself that I had too go to the doctor again. The nurse pratiction she look down there she said these are baby blisters immediatley I lost it and she told the RN to go and get the herpes swabb test and and swabb the blister I never recieved a phone call back she told me that it was herpes I didnt believe it so I went immediately to a different emergency room . You know what the other MD told me the same thing without even testing that I had herpes simplex 2 I also found out the I was carrying herpes and Trichomonias at the same time .The first time the MD forgot to check for herpes. The one that they had forgotten was the one that came up postive . I was put in the psy zone for atleast 4 hours until my grandparents found me .

The next day I called my ex boyfriend and told him all he said was "Im going to call you back im eating my food " I called him back later that day he never answer the phone . Then when we finally talk he was saying you better not tell anyone I never even got a sorry or anything , after knowing im herpes positive he has been avoiding me I tries to call him he want answer the phone anymore I never been with another man a day in my life here I am at age 22 is herpes positive you can carry a disease and never know it .I do remember back in january of 2012 I started having flu syptoms I couldnt walk , my grandothe had to bathe me I missed 7 days of work I never had the flu a day in my life I think the herpes virus came reactive I still dont know how long have I had herpes. Now everyone you tal to you have to be honest about the situation.

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