Brian
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I have been depressed more from 2001 without help or professional help.In 2009 i started night sweat from my head and chest pain
If i get disappointed i feel like mad and started sweating too much.Even i do small job at home or garden ,i sweat too much.Winter and summer is the same yo me at night.Anxiety depression and sweating kill me
My first girl friend cheated for me in 2001
After i broke up with her my priests started preaching abot me in church if i didnt attend that day.
My wife cheater for me and i discovered in 2014.
I m scard to divorce because its going to be worse in the church by preaching about me again.I didnt get any professional help.I also cheat too much now
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borderriever brian84491
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Personally I would change my Church and Pasture
I personally would not cheat I did in the 70s and it was not worth telling fibs and I told my partner of that time, I was left with the wrong on and after two months we broke up. Still tetchy about that
I eventually married the right person and we have been faithful for about forty years.
If you are getting a devorce it is the best way to move on and I can also understand how your Pastor thinks. especially if you are still cheating aroundÂ
Only you can decide what you want to do, you could start a new life in another church and look for a new partner, you will need to stop passing it around I suppose
BOB
brian84491 borderriever
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I am in South Africa
My pastors dont know about cheating.Our church doesnt believe in divorce for whatever reason.I left my first girl friend and my name was all over the place.So now if i leave the its going to be worse.
Now i feel not normal,depression and dizzy.
If i get disappointed i get sick same time.
borderriever brian84491
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BOB
maryam25 brian84491
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I know life has been hard for you. You will be okay. You should take to someone proffesional about this. You will see brighter days and get the help you deserve(:
brian84491 maryam25
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Thanks very much
Like now i dont know where to start,which step to take.
maryam25 brian84491
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I would say starting off with proffesional help. The Physcologist will give you tools and support for you to get through this. Also Try 5htp 50-100 mg for depression. It's a natural supplement. I'm aslo getting the dizzy feeling right now and its quite scary.
brian84491 maryam25
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Thanks again,God bless you.