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So a year ago my wife and I were on the verge of divorce so we had a break from each other.
In that time I slept with someone I know very well it’s not what it sounds like I don’t sleep around on my wife but this was not supposed to happen.
Since that day I’ve had a constant sore throat gagging vomiting clear bile up in the morning not every morning. and it last for about 20 seconds
I’ve had stool issues urine issues
yellow smelly loose stools
constant yellow urine
sore penis but not when i urinate urethra feels sore
Knumb hands at night a yellow stripe on my thumb nail sore bottom of my ribs really bad anxiety.
Before this happened I was not sleeping at night and got given quietiapine 50mg not knowing it was an antipsychotic.
Since then I’ve changed the 20mg fluoxetine that I used to be on to so many different drugs and benzos
I’ve been to a ent and they said my adenoids were inflamed or infected but said it was due to my smoking which I don’t get..
I’ve been to a urologist for my penis pains etc all normal
I’ve had every sti test under the sun and worried that she gave me hiv
I was tested a month after and then 6 months after but my brain keeps telling me I’m sick and dieing
I’m in constant panick and am running out of doctors because I go in for every little thing..
She’s been tested twice also and both negative too.
I just can’t get it out of my head I don’t know why I can’t .. then when they did my biopsy of my adenoids for cancer I then got 2 mucus gland things come up in my mouth that scare me now I keep asking why and they say they don’t know and to stop smoking.
i went to my hypnotherapist today as ive had constant anxiety and feel anxious 100% of the time he said that all my anxiety is from guilt as my wife and i have patched things up but yet i still have all these symptoms and am anxious .
i dont want to be anxious for ever and feel so crap every minute of every day could he be rite
im currently taking 15mg mirtazapine and .5 clonazapam twice a day
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