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Last year I spent three weeks in a psychiatric unit under section. It was the worst three weeks of my life. I didn't want to go into hospital of course, but when I realised I couldn't stop it.. I thought "maybe when I come out I'll be feeling better, and my life will finaly start". How wrong was I.
I was broken into pieces when I was taken to the ward, and broken into even smaller pieces when I left. I've still not got over the experience, nor processed what when on in there. The whole time I was there I kept telling myself "I'm never going to end up back in one of these places again.. I'm never going to end up back in one of these places again".
Now I feel like that's exactly what's going to happen. I feel worse than ever. My depression has sunk lower and lower. And the voices are getting louder and louder, and there's more of them and I can see all the sound waves racing around and colliding.
I can see the air moving all around me, like it's watching me. Everything is watching me all the time. I think they're trying to keep an eye on what I'm upto.
All this just makes me feel worse and added to the fear of ending up back in hospital.. I'm really scared right now. And so so depressed..
Will it ever end
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