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I got married in July to a wonderfull mad that deep down inside I know I love and that he is great for me. We have been happily together for 7 years. A month before my wedding I started having cold feet but bad cold feet. All I thought about was do I love this man do I want to marry him and I would let it take over my life and panic and freak out even when I knew I was being crazy. I went though with the wedding and I was happy I love him and I told him about all the crazy thoughts and he was their for me. After the wedding i was a little better but the thoughts came back of what it would be like with out him in my own apartment and I was like I would hate that but I cant stop thinking it and freaking my self out. It sounds crazy and it is runing are marriage our wedding but deep down inside I know i want to be with him so I dont know why I keep obsesing over it and wont let my self just love him like i did before. I hope its just anxiety and their not true thoughts. I need help i feel so.... lost I just want to be us again or me again this has been going on for 4 months and i am put on 20mg of a anxity medicine. does not seem to help much.
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