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well i was pathetic today. i looked at my loved ones like it was my last days. i apologized to my dog for breaking my promise to be there when she crossed the rainbow cause im so sure im dying first. she literally wont make it without me. the guilt is torture..
is this menopause all this wierd freaking things.
ifni hadnt hurt my back id thjnk that was it. but the MRI show really bad spinal
cord issues like infarction and syrinx and narrowing blood vessels. but idk seems likr its been therr for 10 years so not mich different except recovery from pulling my back out takes longer . i started sleeping on my back so mayb e thats worse on my back idk.
pain so much pain and dizziness... and cant out a sentnece together for the life of me.. legs weak spaced out like walking in a cloud. shaky drunk high feeling but not.
feeling so alone hubby is grrat but exhausted from this. inthink he eiuld br better off without me... im numb.. like the walking dead
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