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Hello, i have been on Citalopram for almost four weeks now, i was a happy person full of energy who did not have so many questions and worries going around in his head. The last few weeks have turned into a nightmare. The first week on this drug i was anticpating some big change but it just seemed to calm me down. The second week i was ok, the third week i was a mess, only finding relief in tears. This week which will be my fourth is much the same, where i just want to cry as it passes the time and makes me feel better. Before x mas i was just a normal person, i then got something in my head which has stuck now and has become an obsession.
With this obsession is questions that cant be answered that did not cause problems before all this. I feel dead inside, sometimes i laugh and then instantly revert within a split second to being emotionless. Now i am putting alot of this down to the pills. Can someone please tell me how this drug will help me, please tell me your stories of success, did you have a moment of clarity where the thoughts stopped and you realised that stuff was going to be ok?
I cant listen to music anymore without crying, sometimes i do it to make myself cry for relief. I dont know who i am anymore. I hope that in months or weeks to come i will read this post and be able to smile and think \" well that was bad but i am better now\".
Again any stories of success or how you coped with anxiety and depression.
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