Posted , 4 users are following.
Wow this site has given me a lot of differnet insights.
Ive actually been very depressed for what i now realise has been quite a few months. My partner and i discussed it but i chose to keep it bottled up. I now realise that the Depression hasn't ruined my life the bottling it up has. Over the last month Ive split up with my partner and had to move in with the folks. My kids are upset which obviously makes me more upset.
We had a business that was doing badly and if im being honest I think this was the source of my initial problems. My inabillity to get help caused the relationship breakup and the relationship break up has made my depression worse.
So with the help of my x-partner ive been to see the doctor and he prescibed 20mg Citalopram. I found it difficult to talk to him... or anyone and seemed to find having depression a little embarssing. Im only a few days into the course but im starting to feel really irratable... and a little angry... feelings I dont normally have.
So basically, the shop has closed so this stress should have been removed, my partner or x still seems ok so there could be a chance of getting back together if she see's im getting back to normal and my time with the kids is already more important than it was when i was at my worste.... so do i need to go through the course of tablets?
Are the plusses going to be there for the tablets to get me through the feelings im having now when you off set them against the problems coming off it? Will I ever come off it? Will the doses just seem to always need to be increased?
I want to be right which I know im not and haven't been but im worried about where my life goes Citalopram wise from here on! And does it lead to a medicine cabinet full of drugs?
0 likes, 8 replies