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I dont really know what is wrong with me, neither do any mental health professionals in my area, its concerning how bad healthcare is in general where I live.
I have been told its possible that I have ' one or a few' of the following by different professionals(if thats what youcan call them)
Borderline Personality disorder
Severe Health Paranoia
I have been so stressed out this week, Ihave hardly left the house, I really havent been eating and directly because of this I felt like I was going to pass out yesterday- 3 tablespoons of strong coffee went into my mug and the pass out feeling went BUT, when I was in bed it was the worst panic attack I have had in my life, my whole body was trembling and it was like everything I have ever been through in my life and every phobia I have ever had was flashing in my head and i couldnt stop it, my eyes were blurry and I couldnt stand up or hardly breathe either.
For the past two years I have been recovering verywell, I have been off Seroquel for 8 months and I have been happier than ever, the only negative side is that I have been getting Angry and Stressed so easily, I haven't been doing anything physical because of it but it has been a bit of a problem-I'd take that any dayover what happened to me last night.
My ESA has been stopped, my grandparents house got burgled and I have been summoned for jury service which is why I havent been eating, its very worrying and stressful for me as you can imagine.
I'm terribly sorry if this doesn't make sense or I have written it wrong. First time using forums.
I suppose what I'm trying to ask is, does this happen to you or have you heard this happen to anyone else through drinking coffee and do youthink I should see my GP?
Thanks for reading.
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